Can i trust u again? I dunoe.. I still rmb i juz told ya the only secret ytd.. And now u hav went wif her.. Shld i Continue to trust u? I dunno i nvr noes.. And i Dun wan to noe.. Mayb i am going to hide allt his from u and aviod u as fast as i can.. Believe me..
When i was alone in e interchange waiting for e bus.. I rmb i once had a gd grp of frenz who had always with me.. However these days..i had left the grp of frenz.. and they gradually drifting away.. Eversince they got steads, frenz had been ps and were wif their steads.. They hid secrets from me..Yea .. secrets.. They had went off wif their steads.. They go to skool wif their steads while i am alone.. Maybe i am right, my expectations were too high for the guys le..
I do miss the laughters tat we once had..
I can only look back at the memories we got..
I juz wan history to repeat again..
I just wanna be the girl whose troubles will be able to be washed off by the rain.. HOw i shld i am a innocent girl.. Can i be one?? I dunno.. I really duno..
Who am i ? I dunno.. I am so fake sia.. Still tOk to her.. and even wif her.. Wad can i say? Jas told me tat she alreadi suspecting le.. U believe? I tink mayb ba.. tat y i moved the post here.. Itis a bit min xian la.. But i dunno.. I am nt goin to say i hav this blog.. This is where i hav my sorrows and troubles.. Blehx.. I juz hope she can treat it as nth happened.!!
I dun wan to be senor prefect only!! I wan to be vice!! I wan.. But too bad.. she is much more stronger le.. haiiz... Mayb i shld ren shu le.. i hav create so much problems here.. Wad can i say.. Haiiz.. Juz so sorry for the people i hav lian lei to.. So Sorry abt it..
I juz luv u..
I am jealous.Jealous of what u were given and had now. When u was not here, i got everything that i had.. But the moment u were here. U took everything away from me.. I am jealous .. Why does this happens? For eg.. the *****,u were chosen as one of them. As for me, i gt none.. I once had the chance to get it.. BUt i cannot becos u were plainly selected.. why do u wan to do this to me? I was actaully very confident that i will go for e ***** but it came out to be u .. U had replaced me.. U always had the chance to be wif the guy.. Wad can i say.. I am juz jealous.. alomost everytime u had the chance to talk to him,i can't.. Wad can i say?? Mayb i am doing tat right now.. U cannot blame me right?? The ***** thingy,i had alreadi can foresee le.. U r gona be that person sitting at that place.. How abt me?? i am gona to be left out again.. U got all my frenz.. all the frenz that i once had.. What can i say?? I can't tok to u behind ur back.. I gona hide all my feelings againn.. I hate the feeling of being left out by others.. I hate the feeling that i am juz an extra.. I hate it..
this blog was created to write my sorrows and troubles.. I could not wirte it in my first blog becos a lot of pple will be able to noe wad i am refering to.. Haiiz.. it may not be updated very often .. Juz when i had my sorrows..
