i really wish u can dash my hopes so i wont be so miserable afterall. i gate this feeling, u know? hu leng hu re de gan jue shi hen nan shou de. i hav been waiting juz one sms but yet it nvr comes. i dun wanna be e first one, understand? but i dun understand why my heart is so empty or sth is missing. i really hate that feeling
but manage to catch a glimpse of u today. how i wish i could say hi to u. LOl
why i sound so much like jeff? EE!
Zzz.. this blog.. i have been updating so frequently. aw.. hurt, no idea why again. this time, feels that situation is getting worse. we got nothing to say. really nothing. even smsing which is so fun in e past, we got nth to talk now. aw.. i noe i do like him. i noe that, but still i worries feelings fading
how?
we got nothing to say, mayb that is e reason why ba. but then, still wish him luck tmr.
也许吧。难道你不知道，当晚的电话没电时，我多么希望你会再打电话给我，谁知你在那时候，破了一桶冷水给我。我惊慌，我失望，我伤心，我难过，我心疼。我不知道。感觉难道永远都是错的？感觉永远都是不会持久？虽然我怕，但是我多么希望这都不会发审。但是你那一封简讯破坏我的心情了。不管你多次的道歉，我认为这都没意义了。我的希望，在那时候，毁灭了。那几天，我都白担心了。
算了，祝你好运。
nothing to chat about. though its embarassing but nth to chat abt. haiix
I not planning to reveal this blog to anymore. Unless someone found it, most likely not. hahaa
ytd, was juz a fantasy, before i sleep. after i woke up, eveything seems to hav ended. izzit that its only one way? i dunno. i really dunno. mayb ,wait for e right time ba. haaa
I am back, Which is not a good thing at all.
i am not as good as you thought, but i am learning to put down cause i can sense e gap between us becoming wider and wider.its unbearable but i know this day will come. Maybe between us, only friends apply to us. from my past experiences,i have e same cases too., aimei. when can i have a change? and like what pigs, i cant find a bf at all. LOL
